Ban Appeal - Hajduk

Byond Account: Hajduk
Character Name(s): Grendel Howe (The name might be wrong i apologize)
Discord Name (ie: Name#1234): Hedemod #1048
Round ID of Ban: 16014
Ban Message (Gyazo/imgur or copy and paste): Banned by host: You, or another user of this computer or connection (Hajkduk) is banned from playing here. The ban reason is: Round ID: 16014 Requesting Staff Member: TheA1ternative Rules Broken: Core2, Core3 Reason: Ontop of trying to powergame with security gear and other equipment that would be labelled as contraband (again), you made countless inappropriate sexual comments regarding molesting players, ordering them to strip naked for you

and constantly demanding you be able to remove their foreskin numerous times. Appeal on the forums if you want to play here again: https://forum.fulp.gg/ This ban (BanID #21166) was applied by Guillaume Prata on 2021-08-04 10:09:28 during round ID 16016. This is a permanent ban.
State your appeal: Before i start writing this appeal i sincerely ask anybody reading this to take their time, and a deep breath just as i did before writing this because the ban reason is lengthy and severely provoking in a sense of accusations made.
I would also like to politely ask if it would be possible for me to get a copy of the round chat logs so that i could point out some moments and clarify them if necessary because of the severity of accusations made.
I would like to start by breaking this ban up into two halves because it is easier for me to respond in such way. First half is the part that accuses me of breaking the Core 2 rules which confine Malicious acts: such as griefing, metagaming, etc. Personally to be honest i don’t know how i broke the rules here but my assumption is that it has to do with me ordering the PDWs alongside their ammo with defence budget from cargo. In the note again i assume that is the item in question labeled as contraband because i did not use any traitor exclusive items or anything else that is out of reach of security. I may be wrong here but i am sure that this part will be clarified for me in response so i thank the person writing the response in advance.
Now the second part of the ban that accuses me of breaking the Core 3 values. This has really personally shaken me up and i am not making this up. This in itself is probably of no significance to the reader and they have no reason to believe me either as i just as well might be making all of this up. But i want to point out how deeply it hit me. This is because these rules confine sexual content such as, photos, websites, Erotic Role Play which i cant imagine myself neither doing or being accused of doing. As such this is the most important part of this appeal to me as it envelops the most severe rule and morally breaking thing one could possibly do. Here i again ask you to take a big breath and focus and try to believe me because of the severity of accusation in question. Regarding the first part about sexual comments to be honest i do not remember the contents of messages that i sent and that is why i asked for a copy of chat logs if possible so that i count further clarify some moments for you if you find it necessary. But i am sincerely telling you the reader that i had no malicious intentions when i wrote anything to anybody. Everything i said was said jokingly and in not in a single moment was i being serious with a bad intention. Second part especially bothers me because it accuses me because i only jokingly asked the AI over radio to strip naked because of the sole besides it being a joke, that its not possible (It is a machine) . I did not go on streaks asking random players to strip naked for me i repeat i did no such thing.
This covers the both halves of my ban appeal but there are some things i want to add. First of all to be honest with you the reader, this is the ban appeal that put the most effort in ever within my capabilities as an non native English speaker and still i feel like it can not envelop my current emotions and how hard this crashed onto me. Even if i made many mistakes in this appeal everything i did do that round was done jokingly and i repeat with no malicious intent. I would like the reader to consider another thing which shakes me up even more and that is the reception of this ban, as somebody pointed out to me these bans are publicly visible on CentCom across all servers which means that any other bans across other servers could be and very possibly would be impacted by this ban which with its choice of words and formatting makes me look like an Child Molester which just totally grosses me out. It makes me look like the worst of the worst even though i am light years away from that. I ask the reader to review this carefully and to read it multiple times if they have to because of its such importance to me. I do not want to be viewed as an maniac across the community of SS13 by any future admins or players that stumble upon my ban logs.
I am most likely guilty of the Core 2 Rule breaks. But in no way am i of the Core 3 Rule breaks. I totally accept the ban that covers the Core 2 but i ask Fulp Admins to please revisit the second part and if possible to please remove it from ban logs for all the reasons listed in the entirety of this ban appeal.
This was the ending point for me and i have decided to make large break from ss13 completely. But i cant leave unburdened with accusations like this. I hope that i was able to at least slightly prove my disgust with Core rule 3 breaks in general and i thank you the reader for taking your time to read through my appeal.

For starters, let me just say how happy I am to see that you’ve been using the techniques posted in my now infamous tutorial on how to stay calm. Breathing exercises are a great way to stay calm in stressful situations! Here is the link for anyone who hasn’t seen it yet: I can stay calm while playing SS13 - Google Slides
To answer your question, no, you may not have a copy of our logs. We don’t give them out for a number of reasons; however, since you don’t remember what you wrote, I will post some of your chat logs to jog your memory and for, perhaps, players reading this to have a better appreciation for how we curate and moderate our community.

Here is where you tell a player that you are going to “molester” them:

Line 782: [2021-08-04 11:50:17.525] SAY: Hajduk/(Grendel Howe) For what (Surgery (182,82,2))
Line 790: [2021-08-04 11:50:22.373] SAY: Hajduk/(Grendel Howe) Give me (Surgery (182,82,2))
Line 792: [2021-08-04 11:50:23.799] SAY: Hajduk/(Grendel Howe) The shotgun (Surgery (182,82,2))
Line 967: [2021-08-04 11:51:40.253] SAY: Hajduk/(Grendel Howe) enjoy having a cock shaped shuttle (Medbay Central (170,90,2))
Line 987: [2021-08-04 11:51:52.844] SAY: Hajduk/(Grendel Howe) What (Aft Central Primary Hallway (160,100,2))
Line 1010: [2021-08-04 11:52:01.579] SAY: Hajduk/(Grendel Howe) Cool (Aft Central Primary Hallway (160,100,2))
Line 1031: [2021-08-04 11:52:10.099] SAY: Hajduk/(Grendel Howe) Let me molster you (Aft Central Primary Hallway (146,102,2))

Here’s you being creepy toward a (female) member of command:

Line 3634: [2021-08-04 12:10:27.319] SAY: Hajduk/(Grendel Howe) Captain we vote to have shy demoted (Medbay Central (172,90,2))
Line 3650: [2021-08-04 12:10:36.736] SAY: Hajduk/(Grendel Howe) How about it (Medbay Central (168,91,2))
Line 3729: [2021-08-04 12:11:11.385] SAY: Hajduk/(Grendel Howe) At least get them a mouth gag (Medbay Central (180,88,2))
Line 3772: [2021-08-04 12:11:31.549] SAY: Hajduk/(Grendel Howe) I am (Medbay Central (170,90,2))

Here is the part of the logs where you repeatedly chase down other players and discuss circumsising them:

Line 11966: [2021-08-04 12:59:38.910] SAY: Hajduk/(Grendel Howe) “My balls are kind of itchy right now” (Medbay Treatment Center (178,94,2))
Line 11975: [2021-08-04 12:59:42.112] SAY: Hajduk/(Grendel Howe) “Dont know if i can treat you” (Medbay Treatment Center (178,94,2))
Line 12022: [2021-08-04 12:59:55.131] SAY: Hajduk/(Grendel Howe) “You dont care?” (Medbay Treatment Center (180,95,2))
Line 12042: [2021-08-04 13:00:02.901] SAY: Hajduk/(Grendel Howe) “Alright i will go on my coffe break then” (Medbay Treatment Center (179,94,2))
Line 12210: [2021-08-04 13:00:53.648] SAY: Hajduk/(Grendel Howe) “Drinks?” (Atrium (147,168,2))
Line 13009: [2021-08-04 13:04:51.615] SAY: Hajduk/(Grendel Howe) “Damn i just got this coctail” (Medbay Treatment Center (178,98,2))
Line 13019: [2021-08-04 13:04:53.322] SAY: Hajduk/(Grendel Howe) “Its so good” (Medbay Treatment Center (178,99,2))
Line 13050: [2021-08-04 13:05:06.051] SAY: Hajduk/(Grendel Howe) “Danny” (Medbay Treatment Center (178,99,2))
Line 13080: [2021-08-04 13:05:13.365] SAY: Hajduk/(Grendel Howe) “I can remove your foreskin now” (Medbay Treatment Center (178,99,2))
Line 13106: [2021-08-04 13:05:19.752] SAY: Hajduk/(Grendel Howe) “Come to surgery” (Medbay Treatment Center (178,99,2))
Line 13171: [2021-08-04 13:05:36.268] SAY: Hajduk/(Grendel Howe) “Hos come on” (Medbay Treatment Center (178,99,2))
Line 13181: [2021-08-04 13:05:39.296] SAY: Hajduk/(Grendel Howe) “i dont have all day” (Medbay Treatment Center (178,99,2))
Line 13206: [2021-08-04 13:05:44.718] SAY: Hajduk/(Grendel Howe) “Lets have your foreskin removed” (Medbay Treatment Center (178,99,2))
Line 13289: [2021-08-04 13:06:07.183] SAY: Hajduk/(Grendel Howe) “HOS IS CRAZY” (Medbay Central (170,93,2))
Line 13440: [2021-08-04 13:06:45.345] SAY: Hajduk/(Grendel Howe) “Condom” (Medbay Central (170,94,2))
Line 13454: [2021-08-04 13:06:48.628] SAY: Hajduk/(Grendel Howe) “Hos” (Medbay Central (171,93,2))
Line 13471: [2021-08-04 13:06:51.601] SAY: Hajduk/(Grendel Howe) “Butt hurt” (Medbay Central (171,92,2))
Line 13504: [2021-08-04 13:07:04.182] SAY: Hajduk/(Grendel Howe) “THE HELL” (Medbay Central (170,91,2))
Line 13570: [2021-08-04 13:07:23.896] EMOTE: Hajduk/(Grendel Howe) moans! (Medbay Central (170,90,2))
Line 14360: [2021-08-04 13:11:52.490] SAY: Hajduk/(Grendel Howe) “WHAT” (Medbay Central (173,90,2))
Line 14375: [2021-08-04 13:11:55.818] SAY: Hajduk/(Grendel Howe) “THE HELL” (Medbay Central (173,89,2))
Line 16093: [2021-08-04 13:21:09.648] SAY: Hajduk/(Grendel Howe) “Golem” (Aft Central Primary Hallway (155,99,2))
Line 16116: [2021-08-04 13:21:16.989] SAY: Hajduk/(Grendel Howe) “I fear” (Aft Primary Hallway (153,82,2))
Line 16129: [2021-08-04 13:21:21.038] SAY: Hajduk/(Grendel Howe) “That you are uncircumsized” (Aft Primary Hallway (153,82,2))
Line 16161: [2021-08-04 13:21:28.856] SAY: Hajduk/(Grendel Howe) “I must do the work” (Aft Primary Hallway (153,83,2))
Line 16308: [2021-08-04 13:22:11.835] SAY: Hajduk/(Grendel Howe) “Plasma Golem 637 does not want to be circumsized! Shame him everybody!” (Aft Primary Hallway (152,67,2))

Here is you being sexual again, on the escape shuttle, and ordering another player to strip naked

Line 16601: [2021-08-04 13:23:54.738] SAY: Hajduk/(Grendel Howe) “WHOEVER DOES NOT GET ABOARD SHUTTLE LOSES THEIR VIRGINITY” (Emergency Shuttle (166,39,2))
Line 16953: [2021-08-04 13:25:45.872] SAY: Hajduk/(Grendel Howe) “Im from cent comm” (Emergency Shuttle (166,39,2))
Line 16963: [2021-08-04 13:25:51.738] SAY: Hajduk/(Grendel Howe) “I order you to strip naked” (Emergency Shuttle (166,40,2))

The ban was worded in a way that accurately reflected what happened in-round. None of this is in line with our server rules, and if how this is worded causes you issues on other servers, then that is the consequence of the choices you made. The wording of the ban uses your comments exactly. If you don’t like having those lines repeated to you, imagine how uncomfortable the people (many of whom were likely minors in real life) felt hearing them in-game. This went well above what we tolerate as far as “crude comments”, and most of this is straight-up sexual harassment. None of this is even phrased like a clever joke: you just ran around making sexual comments to as many people as possible for shock value. Whether you are a native speaker or not has little bearing on your extensive violation of our core rule on sexual content.

Anyway, this appeal is (obviously) denied. If you get nothing else out of this, maybe think about how your comments will be interpreted by others and abstain from sexual harassment in the future.

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