Byond Account: Staveol
Character Name(s): Bearded Dragon
Discord Name (ie: Name#1234): StevenCrazyFireš#7734
Round ID of Ban: #16462
Ban Message (Gyazo/imgur or copy and paste): After dying as a changeling and making some hateful comments about some players, you got a bounty hunter spawner, killed non targets and when you died again, went on a rant with personal insults in OOC like: "i hope you all burn and die irl" or "thank you for wasting such oxygen from this planet you nerds that live in your mother's basements" before going and wasting few more spawners and instant suicides.
State your appeal: So iām back here again after two weeks eh?
honestly this oneās highly against me so iām struggling to find things to say in my defense, but iāll attempt my best to organize a well written appeal.
1: iāve played on fulpstation the most out of any other server as it was my starting place and iāve gotten myself used to it for a while, though there are still some minor rules i did not know about such as the usage of spawners and golems, and also the OOC rants but more on that later.
so to come off clean and honest, yes i take full responsibility to have gone ape-shit over my antag round going not the way i planned it to. iāve tried my best yet all iāve been doing has been reduce to āunrobust fuckā or ādumbfuckā words by other players, fueling my rage even to higher degrees causing me to defend myself as a person and say some mean things that were possibly a little too much.
2: another recent event not stated in the ban reason is a discord related issue in which does not aid my case, while after my constant failures and misfortune in the server left a very bad taste in my mouth i angrily left the discord server and went on fulpstationās discord to shout that i will get my revenge and cause mischief there for a change which resulted in the admins believing i was claiming to make a serious threat towards the server. which the following day i joined the game once again with no issues but naturally screwing up by saying extremely inappropriate words.
3: following the OTHER day (as in today) i re-entered the discord server for fulptstation, as to which after my removal from paradise i came to fulpstation and tossed a shit fit over how theyāre bad at admining the game and threatned to grief their server. but to no avail i had given up my plan to raid the server after i was cooled off and went on ahead of dealing with my issues in their server over the course of these 2 weeks iāve been gone from fulpās sight. its all good in there now! though to be unbanned from their server they required me to get a vouch from another server and i thought it would be a great way for me to build up trust
4: i also take responsibility for having a shortage of leashes to hold my horses on my emotions which also cause me my removal from lots of places on the internet due to my anger issues. thatās an issue iām well self aware about and trying my best to control it and cause lesser issues to the community.
in conclusion no, i do not have any screenshots relating to the issues caused by yours truly biggest idiot. ADHD for youā¦
so yeah i truly am sorry for my recent very unacceptable behavior, even went down to understanding how difficult it is for an admin to ban someone and then having to deal with their appeal which more then likely made me feel worse for even being a very difficult player to manage AND making this appeal.
it honestly pains me that my welcome in fulp being my favorite server has been worn out due to the same issues all over again.
i suppose all the cards are stacked up against me, while this is my 2nd time getting banned from here i do not see this appeal being accepted very easily.
nice day!