Xxx_epicgamer_xxX New Appeal more info on other bans

Byond Account: Xxx_epicgamer_xxX
Character Name(s):Ash Smith I think
Discord Name (ie: Name#1234): The Creep
Round ID of Ban: 33486

Ban Message (Gyazo/imgur or copy and paste):
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State your appeal:

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Ok from what I remember I called someone the f word as the clown when he was attacking me I think.
I understand I have broken the 4th rule of the core rules and I have no excuse for why I said it honestly, what else can I say besides I apologize and im not a homophobic person, I dont know why I said it.

to be perfectly honest at the time I was talking to by friend on discord and we talk to each other like its a mw2 trash talk lobby and it kinda must have slipped out which it really should not have done, I did not mean to really actully offend this person irl or anyone else.

it may seem from just getting unbanned that day to that I do not care either which is not true I really what to hit home with this, when I was told to read the rules I did read them before playing and I was playing cautiously anyway, right before I was banned I got bwoinked for letting off a tank of somthing in med as a blood brother and I thought that was me done tbh. but luckly I apoligized and it was ok and I only did that as the blood brother because my target was a doctor and I thought it would be ok, but now I know.

anyway when I said the word, it was a slip up simply because of my trash talk with my friend I never really play while talking anyway just because I just got unbanned I was talking to him, but the rules are rules and I have broken them and it may seem I am homophobic from a outside perspective which is false.

im not going to write down loads of excuses because there are none really I said the bad word and broke one of the main rules of the server and im very sorry about this, I want to learn from this mistake.
what I said was offensive and wrong and I does not represent who I actually am as a person and I understand why I have broken this rule and have been banned. I fully understand why this ban appeal may not work due to my history already being on thin ice, but I really do want to change and show im not a bad guy, and with time I can be a better player. I really do care about this server and did not mean any disrespect on anyone but I will respect any decision that is made and learn from it.

thank you for reading.

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So I really wish I could have replied to my original hence I have reposted so firstly these nazi bans I have they are following me around like a black cloud and it was the first one I tried to appeal and I actually did get one of them Appealed but just waiting for them to finish the process.

Epic gamers Ban Appeal-Admin Vekter - /tg/Station 13 (tgstation13.org)

right the mokie one, This one is complicated I was banned for calling somthing a “uber mincer” and I think from the admins Point of view i had just been banned from tg from nazi stuff and have written a German word which sounds simmilar to another one, I was also causing havoc there which eslated it futher.

but I cannot remove the monke ban from my record for the simple fact that we had a misunderstanding I explained this in my ticket with them “Uber” is more like upper in english and in slang its like somthing ridiculous or somthing like that, like a uber cannon or things like that. that was my way of thinking of it anyway.

in the hallway i stole the chefs mincer and I was a clown so yeah.

but he thought I ment “untermensch” which is a word used by nazis to describle jewish people or any people they thought of as “undesirables” I think that is what the word even translates to in a way. the admin themselves even say in the ticket I called it a “ubermench” which I was confused at. so I tried to sort this out but at the time I was annoyed and got no response from them tried again and explained all this and got no response. this is the one ban i cant shake because I used a wrong word. but being a asshole on the station was justififed.

as for the TG one which should be cleared soon when the admin gets online again, that ban was justified I took things to far and was not considerate of people and was offensive.that was the one that started the the other I belive. if you really wanted you can read that appeal I linked it. as I said in that one I have a intrest for ww2 and stuff and it spilled over to far.

and its not me at all thats why I wanted a fresh start on all the stations I wanted to clear that one up first due to it being the most condemning one and the fact it has followed me here and made this appeal worse of is…well poop. im trying my hardest to get a new image for myself from the outside it may seem im a bad guy im really not I really want to join the community and just play the game.

I explained in my last post which is up top why I said the words and I have no excuses for it and I appoligize again for them and I want to work with you to make the game better for everyone. Please Read my TG appeal and Understand Im not a Nazi and Im not a homophobic person im not that type of person at all, I trash talk with my friends but I’m not like this in public its just a misunderstanding and I am sorry If i have offended anyone.

Thanks for taking time to read the wall of text hope it makes sense Im not great at writing long paragraphs.

When we appeal bans, especially permabans we hold them to a higher standard since we are giving you a second chance on the server. With your long list of horrible bans, normally we wouldn’t allow a second chance due to the severity of them, but I decided to give you a shot anyways since you were upfront with them in your original appeal and your appeal seemed genuine.

One day after the ban was appealed you were caught breaking one of the worst rules you could have broken. Due to you already being on thin ice by being given another chance on the server, and being given a link to the rules and warned verbatim that any infractions would likely result in that privilege being revoked, this ban will not be appealed.